[ While Philip stares into his cup pensively the narration will gladly take a moment to explain what he himself hasn't figured out and probably won't grasp anytime soon either:
Philip currently has no intention of making a move on Evelyn or anyone else in Wonderland. Not only that, but he has forced himself into a mindest that doesn't even allow romance as a potential option. The scenario has been locked in a crate and tossed into the dark basement of his mind.
Only Dean's question, the perfectly innocent way he asked, shone a light on it, a sign saying HEY, REMEMBER RELATIONSHIPS? THEY ARE STILL A THING. THEY DID NOT STOP EXISTING.
And that is a sign Philip can't possibly allow himself to follow. Because it means imagining to care- to really care about somebody. And in the same breath it means remembering what Clarence does to people Philip cares about and finally it ends in a gruesome and bloody theory titled 'Things Clarence does to People Philip Really Cares About'.
And nobody deserves that fate.
Meanwhile the narration is glad that its morose explanation will do nothing to dampen the mood of Philip who has at least found a good topic of conversation instead of the answers to his discomfort. ]
...Did you meet anyone new lately? Sometimes I think I don't check the network nearly as often as I should.
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If you say so.
[ While Philip stares into his cup pensively the narration will gladly take a moment to explain what he himself hasn't figured out and probably won't grasp anytime soon either:
Philip currently has no intention of making a move on Evelyn or anyone else in Wonderland. Not only that, but he has forced himself into a mindest that doesn't even allow romance as a potential option. The scenario has been locked in a crate and tossed into the dark basement of his mind.
Only Dean's question, the perfectly innocent way he asked, shone a light on it, a sign saying HEY, REMEMBER RELATIONSHIPS? THEY ARE STILL A THING. THEY DID NOT STOP EXISTING.
And that is a sign Philip can't possibly allow himself to follow. Because it means imagining to care- to really care about somebody. And in the same breath it means remembering what Clarence does to people Philip cares about and finally it ends in a gruesome and bloody theory titled 'Things Clarence does to People Philip Really Cares About'.
And nobody deserves that fate.
Meanwhile the narration is glad that its morose explanation will do nothing to dampen the mood of Philip who has at least found a good topic of conversation instead of the answers to his discomfort. ]
...Did you meet anyone new lately? Sometimes I think I don't check the network nearly as often as I should.